must just be stress.....

Sometimes you feel all in control and life is good. Then you are presented with something way outside your comfort zone and you realize you were never in control to begin with.
Also sometimes people's actions or attitudes really make you mad and you think they are so hypocritical and then you realize that you do the same type thing and feel really stupid.
So much can change in a couple of days and leave you wondering what in the world happened?
All of that to say the last week has been .... interesante.
Estoy lista para el verano. Estoy harta de la tarea, los papeles y el trabajo. Por lo menos, tengo los amigos, correcto?

Nathan Angelo aptly sang that "sometimes it's safe to say, love sucks." I agree. Two of my friends went through break-ups in the last few weeks and the guy who was supposedly interested in me, changed his mind. Which he is "allowed" to do, it just sucks, ya know?

el pelo

My hair and I have a hate-love relationship. Mostly hate but occasionally love. Actually the only time we love each other is right before I get a hair cut. Maybe by that time my hair has forgiven me from the last haircut or maybe it knows whats coming and is trying to convince me not go through with my diabolical plan. Of course, I don't let my hair convince me and so right after my hair cut and the days following my hair and I are in a constant state of fighting.

I just got my hair cut a couple days ago and it actually ending up being more of an ordeal than I would have thought. The lady butchered my hair and bangs and then when I went to pay for it, I realized I had left my wallet back in the dorm. Luckily my lovely roommate had come with me to the mall or I would have been stranded at the mall cleaning the floors until I had worked off my debt.

Renewed

I feel like I just woke up. I don't know where I've been or what I've been doing for the past couple months but for some reason this past week I feel more alive and alert. I feel like Bella in New Moon when she starts living her life again and stops being so depressed. I've been so self-absorbed and selfish the past couple months and that makes me sick. I'm glad to be back in this thing they call life and to be actually paying attention to what's going on around me.